This is second time writing blog by English.
I want to ask a question.
You all will dislike people no reply your message?
For me , I hate this behavior so much.
I cant understand, reply a message is very difficult thing for them.
When I ask some question, they can do nothing.
Busy, is it?
If very busy, can you notice that you are busy now.....
"Find you later....."
Have you think that, people still waiting your reply.
Haiz.......
Sunday, August 4, 2013
Thursday, July 11, 2013
Dark Feeling
This is first time I am using English to write my blog since I want to improve my English as much as I can within this half year.
I am very sad today. I feel that I am foolish guy.
I cant write a proper sentence by English.
I cant show confident to my interview.
I forget all coding when I taking the interview test.
Poor english, poor knowledge...... those factor hurt my heart deeply and deeply .
Today I attended career fair that implemented by UTAR. I get the call from Lintramax company for asking me to interview yesterday. I walk along the office, I muse on which company I want to interview and do I really attend the interview?
Finally, Lintramax company staff talk to me, then I tell him i get the call from their company yesterday. He give me a programming question ask me answer within 45 minutes. I stuck at there when i read the first question. I do not know how to do it.
After 45 minutes, I complete some question but still have a lot haven't complete. the staff come in and collect the question paper and bring me go to interview. When i reach the office, he ask me wait a while and go in inform the boss. After 5-10 second , he ask me go in.
I see the boss sit at there, and say good evening to me. But I think I say 'Good Morning' to him at that time because I feel very nervous and I can't think anymore. He behavior shown he is a good attitude person and professional person. He stand up welcome and shake hand with me. After that, ask me some question. I use my broken english talk to him and i cant speak a proper sentences.
He say they will inform me within two week. When i hear this sentence, I know i just have very lowest chances to get this job. OMG , i feel down at that time, I cant see any light in my world.
After interview, me , shu and wei xuan having our breakfast + lunck + dinner at OldTown White Coffee shop. I think a lot of my interview. Which is , 'Why I so Useless', 'Why I so foolish'.....
After finish our foods, we back home and sleep.
I woke up at 8pm, I start to do my technopreneurship assignment.
But i cant finish it although just few paragraph, because I am no good in english. I feel sad.
So, I make a ferocious determination, I want impove my english within half hear start form now . That's why i use english to write my blog. I decide just can relax half an hour in each day.
I feel sleepy now ...... good night to everyone and myself.
God bless me.
I am very sad today. I feel that I am foolish guy.
I cant write a proper sentence by English.
I cant show confident to my interview.
I forget all coding when I taking the interview test.
Poor english, poor knowledge...... those factor hurt my heart deeply and deeply .
Today I attended career fair that implemented by UTAR. I get the call from Lintramax company for asking me to interview yesterday. I walk along the office, I muse on which company I want to interview and do I really attend the interview?
Finally, Lintramax company staff talk to me, then I tell him i get the call from their company yesterday. He give me a programming question ask me answer within 45 minutes. I stuck at there when i read the first question. I do not know how to do it.
After 45 minutes, I complete some question but still have a lot haven't complete. the staff come in and collect the question paper and bring me go to interview. When i reach the office, he ask me wait a while and go in inform the boss. After 5-10 second , he ask me go in.
I see the boss sit at there, and say good evening to me. But I think I say 'Good Morning' to him at that time because I feel very nervous and I can't think anymore. He behavior shown he is a good attitude person and professional person. He stand up welcome and shake hand with me. After that, ask me some question. I use my broken english talk to him and i cant speak a proper sentences.
He say they will inform me within two week. When i hear this sentence, I know i just have very lowest chances to get this job. OMG , i feel down at that time, I cant see any light in my world.
After interview, me , shu and wei xuan having our breakfast + lunck + dinner at OldTown White Coffee shop. I think a lot of my interview. Which is , 'Why I so Useless', 'Why I so foolish'.....
After finish our foods, we back home and sleep.
I woke up at 8pm, I start to do my technopreneurship assignment.
But i cant finish it although just few paragraph, because I am no good in english. I feel sad.
So, I make a ferocious determination, I want impove my english within half hear start form now . That's why i use english to write my blog. I decide just can relax half an hour in each day.
I feel sleepy now ...... good night to everyone and myself.
God bless me.
Monday, April 22, 2013
转折点
22岁的人，才看到转泪点。
虽然迟了一点，但是有心不怕迟。
先前在网路上看到了一个图画，他说把每一天当成自己的最后一天，最会知道自己想要的是什么。
顿时，我领悟到，其实，我不能保证我还有没有明天，我不是来这里玩的，我是来学习的。
所以我要好好把握每一天，来学会我喜欢的东西。
大约四个月前，发生里一件事情。知道现在，我仍然心疼，但是没有人知道，因为我掩饰的挺不错的。
这件事伤我太深，至今还历历在目，然是我还是装伟大的原谅了对方，虽然没那么伟大，但毕竟这就是我的性格。
这件事只有三个人知道，我，当事人，和一位朋友。
好不容易我放下了。但是大约两个月前，我再次被对方波动，这次我真的受伤了。
这冰火交错的情况，把我内心折磨得伤痕累累。
从那时起，当有朋友在我身边的时候，我的世界是七彩的。当我一个人的时候，我的世界是灰色的。
在今天，我幸运的领悟了一切。
我是时候放下，不要错过身边疼我的人。
我开始想想身边的朋友，然后facebook问候问候。
我开始学会了每天想想家人，然后打个电话问候。
我每日跳aerobic 和 做一些sit up， 索造自己的身材。
我锻炼自信，听经文，我读书，我拍照，我练书法。我也开始计划改变造型服饰，希望创造出独特的我。
我也感谢我的两位大学老师，albert yong 他让我学会了很多东西，看清很多事物，寻回我拍照的兴趣。
其中一件就是，我并不比别人差。
另一位是，ong wei soon ，我的presentation 经过他的调教，我也比较自信，因为她对我们说过，我们是华丽的一组，当然我们也是最高分的，也有别组平分。
但是千万不可自满，因为人外有人。
*一时兴起，写了一大堆~
虽然迟了一点，但是有心不怕迟。
先前在网路上看到了一个图画，他说把每一天当成自己的最后一天，最会知道自己想要的是什么。
顿时，我领悟到，其实，我不能保证我还有没有明天，我不是来这里玩的，我是来学习的。
所以我要好好把握每一天，来学会我喜欢的东西。
大约四个月前，发生里一件事情。知道现在，我仍然心疼，但是没有人知道，因为我掩饰的挺不错的。
这件事伤我太深，至今还历历在目，然是我还是装伟大的原谅了对方，虽然没那么伟大，但毕竟这就是我的性格。
这件事只有三个人知道，我，当事人，和一位朋友。
好不容易我放下了。但是大约两个月前，我再次被对方波动，这次我真的受伤了。
这冰火交错的情况，把我内心折磨得伤痕累累。
从那时起，当有朋友在我身边的时候，我的世界是七彩的。当我一个人的时候，我的世界是灰色的。
在今天，我幸运的领悟了一切。
我是时候放下，不要错过身边疼我的人。
我开始想想身边的朋友，然后facebook问候问候。
我开始学会了每天想想家人，然后打个电话问候。
我每日跳aerobic 和 做一些sit up， 索造自己的身材。
我锻炼自信，听经文，我读书，我拍照，我练书法。我也开始计划改变造型服饰，希望创造出独特的我。
我也感谢我的两位大学老师，albert yong 他让我学会了很多东西，看清很多事物，寻回我拍照的兴趣。
其中一件就是，我并不比别人差。
另一位是，ong wei soon ，我的presentation 经过他的调教，我也比较自信，因为她对我们说过，我们是华丽的一组，当然我们也是最高分的，也有别组平分。
但是千万不可自满，因为人外有人。
*一时兴起，写了一大堆~
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Saturday, February 2, 2013
我再也不会对不起自己的心
越来越大，我就开始不懂周围的人在想什么~
从小到现在，我都会跟着别人的心情来走，自己提议了要去什么地方，告诉了别人，当他们不喜欢的，他们就不会去，也不会陪你去。
不过，反过来他们想去的，我就无法拒绝，因为过后会有不好的脸色看。
其实，当别人给我坏脸色看，我会害怕，我会怕我们之间会越来越糟。
所以都是不跟着自己的心情，去走前方的路。
我害怕在这里写人会被哪个人看到。
我害怕不合群那个人就会不爽，虽然自己这的不想去做哪些事。
我害怕。。。。。
用了长时间来考虑了这个问题，观察了身边的人，我终于醒悟了。
原来你配合人，别人未必配合你。
只要你喜欢的，他们不喜欢的，他们绝对会狠狠的拒绝陪你去做那些事。
每当别人要求我，陪他们去做一些我不太想做事情，我都会压着自己心情，陪伴他们。
曾经有一次，大家要去看恐怖片，我不喜欢这些会污染自己的戏，我想去popular看书，这是我的计划。但是他们却不断的叫我去看，本来拒绝的却再次压着自己的心。
但是有一次本来他们想去shopping,我不想去，所以他们提议要去唱歌提早庆祝生日，我想想庆祝是应该的，所以就跟去了。但是到了那边之后，就各自走各自的，他们都去做他们自己的东西，结果当天什么都没庆祝，他们就买到自己想要的东西。
我又上当了，目的是什么我也有去想过。
当他们想去吃东西，我会陪他们。
但是当我叫的时候，每个都不想去。
现在我终于明白，不管什么是，都要对得起自己心情，开心了，自然不会变坏。
所以现在开始，不好意识，我的陪伴，是属于会陪伴我的人。
从小到现在，我都会跟着别人的心情来走，自己提议了要去什么地方，告诉了别人，当他们不喜欢的，他们就不会去，也不会陪你去。
不过，反过来他们想去的，我就无法拒绝，因为过后会有不好的脸色看。
其实，当别人给我坏脸色看，我会害怕，我会怕我们之间会越来越糟。
所以都是不跟着自己的心情，去走前方的路。
我害怕在这里写人会被哪个人看到。
我害怕不合群那个人就会不爽，虽然自己这的不想去做哪些事。
我害怕。。。。。
用了长时间来考虑了这个问题，观察了身边的人，我终于醒悟了。
原来你配合人，别人未必配合你。
只要你喜欢的，他们不喜欢的，他们绝对会狠狠的拒绝陪你去做那些事。
每当别人要求我，陪他们去做一些我不太想做事情，我都会压着自己心情，陪伴他们。
曾经有一次，大家要去看恐怖片，我不喜欢这些会污染自己的戏，我想去popular看书，这是我的计划。但是他们却不断的叫我去看，本来拒绝的却再次压着自己的心。
但是有一次本来他们想去shopping,我不想去，所以他们提议要去唱歌提早庆祝生日，我想想庆祝是应该的，所以就跟去了。但是到了那边之后，就各自走各自的，他们都去做他们自己的东西，结果当天什么都没庆祝，他们就买到自己想要的东西。
我又上当了，目的是什么我也有去想过。
当他们想去吃东西，我会陪他们。
但是当我叫的时候，每个都不想去。
现在我终于明白，不管什么是，都要对得起自己心情，开心了，自然不会变坏。
所以现在开始，不好意识，我的陪伴，是属于会陪伴我的人。
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